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People are always around me
And they do the best they can
But most of them don't get it
And they'll never understand
I cannot think of one day
Dark thoughts weren't in my head
I very often wonder
If my heart is cold and dead
It seems it's been forever
Since the days before I cried
The beauty that's inside me
Will forever have to hide
The pressure and the fighting
The frustration and the pain
Seem stuck with me forever
And will never leave my brain
I do my best to fight it
And I try to keep it in
But it always ends in sadness
Or a deep cut in my skin
I'm sick of nothing helping
My depression and my doubt
But these feelings are within me
And they never will come out